Sorry

Today from midnight 3.AM (for me it is midnight only), Sanjiv refused to sleep. First , he wanted milk which is usual. Then he wanted to sleep so badly that he didn't let me change diaper...then immediately after 10 min he wanted me to change his diaper...I happily did so...The fun started after that only....he wanted to play with me..I try to explain to him he is supposed to be in deep sleep at this hour of night....he was doing this for past two week...and I gave him the benefit of doubt(he was not seeing his father for two weeks)....So I put up with his act.. He saw Murali from last Friday and played with him well yesterday....And I badly wanted to sleep....I tried to explain it to him...I kept silent for sometime ...to break my silence he kissed me, hug me and did all sort of funny things....I couldn't manage and gave up...Gave him a hug and laughed at his funny faces...That's all the encouragement he wanted...He became hyper-active...I went and woke Murali....So, that he also enjoy his son's tricks in God known hours.......After sometime I just couldn't keep my temper at bay.....I shouted at Sanjiv....He just gave me a sad look and immediately a kiss to pacify me...finally murali managed to put him to sleep at 5.30am.....but in the morning I felt so bad and really asked sorry to Sanjiv...I should have not shouted at him.....Once again I apologize to my Son for being so rude....Even deprive of sleep should not make me shout at my son...It is a mistake and I accept.........